Forgiveness and Remembrance

Forgiveness and Remembrance




As I sit here in my solitude, I find myself lost in thought.

The constant cycling of gently rolling waves soothe my soul.

I become focused on my footprints as they slowly wash away.

Suddenly my mind wanders to the past and sorrow consumes my soul.



I realize footprints of him are all that remains, all I have.

For once there was a time when he commanded dominance.

Now I find myself even struggling to remember him.

Trying to replay his voice, I curse my memory for its betrayal.

My conscience demands repentance for such a shameful act.

How dare I forget the man who molded me into who I am?



A lone gull hovers overhead and softly calls for his mate,

As I am at least thankful I can still remember his smile.

Though my vision is without sound, I can still the compassion in his eyes.

Maybe he is without voice because in life he never said the words.

Still I can see his laughter for within his eyes he always said I love you son



My fingertips glide through the grains of sand warmed by the sun

In silence I form the words “I Love You Dad”

The shame drains from my soul as the sand empties from my hands

A smile dawns on my face as I feel bathed in his forgiveness

I know he is with me as I turn and leave my own footprints in the sand



Written By Brian K. Walters

Dedicated to my father

Kenneth Dale Walters