Wednesday

The Writer




Sometimes I sit here wondering what to write.

Do I write about you?

How losing you shattered my life,

Or do I write about you in the present tense?

To fool myself and the reader,

Into thinking everything is still ok.



Shall I reminisce about the day I proposed?

Or how life used to dance in your eyes,

And I felt so complete.

Do I let my pain and anger flow into words,

Hiding my tears behind thin scrolls of ink

As I confess my sorrow?



Maybe I’ll write about someone else,

So for a moment I can live their life

And hide from mine.

I know, I’ll write about a sunset,

Or a morning cup of coffee!

That seems safe.



No, that won’t work.

A sunset reminds me of your beauty

And you died in the morning.
What did I do to deserve this?




What did I do to deserve this?

One thing after another

Constantly going wrong

I didn’t do anything special

Or out of the ordinary

So, Why me Lord?



I’ve traveled a lot of roads

Trying to do what’s right

Yet every time I turn around

There’s a new hurdle

For me to overcome

Are you even there?



Suddenly from around a corner

My daughter runs with a smile

With her arms wide open

And her eyes full of love

Everything changes

And I feel like a fool



What did I do to deserve this

Precious gift from God

Her undying love

I didn’t do anything special

Or out of the ordinary

But thank you Lord.
Where Did You Go?




Where did you go? Once there was a time when life was full of light.

I trusted the world and the difference between wrong and right.

How fresh it was then, beauty in its raw and simple form.

That was before the rain and the betrayal of a fathers scorn.



Father, I don’t understand? Why did you show me this pain?

Do you hate me so that I must I feel it time and time again?

What did I do for you to rob me of my love and innocence?

Why must I summon the courage to end this pain so immense?



You don’t talk any more even when I listen so hard to hear

All I see is your back as I live my blackened life in fear.

I don’t want to die. All I want is my life with light to live.

Can you find it in your heart to remove the darkness and forgive?



Though I do not know exactly what I have done

Somehow I lost the love I had by rights as your son.

I turn to you this last time before I go

All I ask is for me your love to show.
The Widows Peak






Staring into the distance

her eyes as empty as her heart

she scans the horizon

unaware of the beauty of the sun



She can not smell the sea

or hear the waves crash the beach

the gentle breezes on her cheeks

caress her unnoticed



She waits for a day

she knows will never come

refusing to let go

of her one and only love



She only feels the last time

his lips pressed against hers

as his promise to return

forever branded her heart



Time is her enemy now

imprisoning her in wait

until their reunion

this peak is where she'll stay
The Victim




Slipping into the darkness,

her cries go unheard.

There is nowhere to hide

from a monster this close.



There are those who suspect

yet remain silent,

allowing her to live

in her hideous nightmare.



She lives in constant fear

of waking the monster.

She mustn't do anything wrong

she has to be perfect.



In the safety of her peers

the monster demands silence.

Their laughter puzzles her.

Don't they have monsters too?



Another night comes.

Careful not to leave a mark

the beast strikes again.

Her nightmare continues.



Just another night among many.

She weeps in the dark

wondering when if ever,

someone will open their eyes.





This poem is dedicated to the

thousands of women and children who

suffer from abuse. Please

help put an end to their nightmare.

Don't close your eyes, lend a hand.
The Truths About Love




Some people confuse love with lust or need

While others dismiss it as a myth or fantasy.

Some people say, “You have to work at it”,

or “You must learn to compromise”.



While love is accompanied by passion,

The passion is that of heart not the body.

You can not find love, while in search of filling a need.

Love finds you and fills you in ways you never imagined.



Love is only a myth when you accept anything less.

You can not make someone into something they are not.

Why would you want to, when they are not themselves?

Love is not a fantasy, yet its beauty surpasses any imagination.



Love in its purest form requires no effort

The beauty lies in the giving of yourself, free of any defenses.

What compromise is there, when you desire to give all of yourself?

Why fear the giving of yourself, when what you receive completes you?
The Truth




She sits motionless, huddled in the corner of a doorway to nowhere.

Long gnarled strands of gray partially conceal her empty blue eyes.

She bothers not to raise her head at the sound of hurried footsteps.

For she knows they only scuffle by, never daring to stop at her feet.

As the cold autumn wind swirls violently within her three walls,

The hardened stone beneath her withered frame offers little comfort.



Spoiled teens mock her in vain as she converses with ghosts beside her.

But why shouldn’t she speak to memories when only they listen?

Occasionally hardened souls shake their heads to force her into shame.

Yet from within their hands they harness the power to restore her hope.

Time after time, everyone, every day, turn their backs to her in disgrace.

She can not help herself and they refuse to lift her up. So who is to blame?



She was once a mother, daughter, sister and wife,

Full of passion, life, laughter and undying faith

Are we ignorant enough to believe she was never one of us?

Why? Is it easier to think she was born in a box?

It is us who turn our heads, ashamed to look in her eyes.

For we suffer from the weight of our own conscience, our shame.
THE TRUE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS






In todays’ day and time,

it's easy to lose sight,

of the true meaning of Christmas

and one special night.



When we go shopping,

We say "How much will it cost?"

Then the true meaning of Christmas,

Somehow becomes lost.



Amidst the tinsel, glitter

And ribbons of gold,

We forget about the child,

born on a night so cold.



The children look for Santa

In his big, red sleigh

Never thinking of the child

Whose bed was made of hay.



In reality,

When we look into the night sky,

We don't see a sleigh

But a star, burning bright and high.



A faithful reminder,

Of that night so long ago,

And of the child we call Jesus,

Whose love, the world would know.



By Brian K. Walters
The Traveler






I am merely a traveler

Enjoying this wonderful ride

So many things to see

So much to learn



I have felt the warmth of the sun,

The gentle kiss of rain

The joy of laughter

And the honesty of tears



With every turn I make

new adventures await

Yet everything means nothing

Without the wisdom of the past



We experience the warmth of love

The sorrows of goodbye

We see the beauty of a smile

And treasure the simple things the most



The one thing I have learned

Is everything has a meaning

Purpose and time

That, is the magic of life
The Search




Just wondering

Will I ever find you?

Do you exist?



In my dreams

You’ve always been there

Yet in life, where are you?



So many choices

I’ve made wrong

While looking for you, all along.



I even know

What you look like,

and how warm your smile is.



Why can’t I find you?

Why is it so hard?

Time is slipping away



In my heart

I want to believe

You’re out there searching for me



Will we ever meet?

Or will I find

You were just a dream.
The Reunion




Sitting here staring at an empty wall while chasing shadows in my mind,

Wonderful memories appear like flash bulbs revealing a priceless glimpse in time.

Slowly, my lifeless eyes drift to the floor while everything around me ceases to exist.

There in my sacred world, you appear and the warmth of your eyes grant my wish.



Like sand through my fingers, these precious memories begin to slip away.

Trying to hold on, I close my eyes and dread the birth of oncoming days.

How do I allow myself this impossible betrayal, to let go and say goodbye?

When without, you my world collapsed into nothing and my soul died.



Oh how I long to be whole again, simply by the velvet of your skin beneath my touch.

I wonder if you really know just how much you filled my life. I miss you so much.

I remember, how the soft morning sun would give your hair a warm golden glow.

How honored I felt, just to witness the magic of your smile and receive the love you showed.



The subtle music of your laughter, will always echo in my heart.

I pray you will forever know my love will never part.

In your caring and unselfish way, you would ask me to let go and move on in my life.

Please forgive me, this I can not do, for until I breathe my last breath you are my wife.



So here I sit every night, chasing shadows and staring at an empty wall.

Holding on to fading memories, while tenderly cherishing them all.

Anxiously, I wait to slip away into our sacred world for the last time.

To reunite with the woman I love, and once again take her velvet hands into mine.
The Rescue




I am chained in silence among this army of trees

A humbled man repenting as I fall to my knees

The quiet is deafening yet there is no fear

Even in this darkness when his footsteps near



His bitter touch has quelled a thousand stings

From my back I lie in awe of an angels wings

Descending from the gray in a blanket of gold

The warmth in her eyes destroys his hold



Into me she breathes a life different from my own

As I spy my fading shell never again will I be alone.

The peace I feel reveals warmth so strange to me and real

Pain is no longer a memory as it is time for me to heal..
The Reality Of Now






The sweet aroma of roses fade into a distant memory

Blackened pedals drift silently to the hardwood floor

Only to be swept away by a soft summer breeze

The light tickle of ivory once beckoned her embrace

Now as it echoes off these empty walls, it haunts me



Finding little consolation in my beliefs, I drown in her

Caring not to hear only a faint whisper on the wind

I long for my ears to bleed from her screaming my name

As my fingers glide across this cold faded photograph

I writhe in agony to feel her velvet skin beneath my touch



As night falls the endless silence becomes deafening

Alone with my memories of her, I pray for endless sleep

Wishing I could still smell her perfume on this empty satin

I clutch her pillow and silently whisper her name

Hoping to fade into darkness, never to rise again
The Reality Of Now






The sweet aroma of roses fade into a distant memory

Blackened pedals drift silently to the hardwood floor

Only to be swept away by a soft summer breeze

The light tickle of ivory once beckoned her embrace

Now as it echoes off these empty walls, it haunts me



Finding little consolation in my beliefs, I drown in her

Caring not to hear only a faint whisper on the wind

I long for my ears to bleed from her screaming my name

As my fingers glide across this cold faded photograph

I writhe in agony to feel her velvet skin beneath my touch



As night falls the endless silence becomes deafening

Alone with my memories of her, I pray for endless sleep

Wishing I could still smell her perfume on this empty satin

I clutch her pillow and silently whisper her name

Hoping to fade into darkness, never to rise again
The Proposal






As we sat on this pebbled beach, thousands of tiny white bubbles danced to the shore.

With our socks discarded on the stones, we dipped our toes in the warm crevices left behind.

Gently I brushed away the strands of gold from her eyes as they danced on the summer wind.

I remember she looked at me and without saying a word, told me she loved me with her smile.



“Do you think we’ll always be together?” she asked as her eyes awaited mine in response.

My fingers nervously fumbled through my pocket as I turned to her and replied…

“I hope so. I’d hate to have to return this”.



As I opened the small velvet covered box, her eyes lit up and she jumped into my arms.

I’ll never forget the excitement in her smile as she pressed her lips against mine.

Even the incredible beauty of the sunset behind her, couldn’t come close to that of hers.

With a great sense of relief I said “I guess I can take that as a yes?”



She smiled and her eyes danced with life as she kissed me again and again. “Yes!” she replied.

I could feel my heart pounding through my chest as we fell to the soft blanket of sand.

For the first time in my life, I felt… complete.
Photo Album




Turning the pages of an old forgotten book

I saw familiar faces and my memories shook

In my mind I ran movies without any sound

I saw their laughter and felt their love around



I was reminded of a time long ago

Of a bond only friends and family know

I couldn’t help but let a tear fall

Remembering them hurts, God I miss them all



I thought time had washed my past away

Yet this book reminds me, in my heart they’ll always stay

Though I must carry on in my journey through life

we’ll meet again someday when I enter the light



Until then I’ll cherish these withered pages

For they tell the story of my life and it’s many stages

They remind me of who I am and of those I have loved

My guardian angels waiting above.
The Phone Call




Her fingers follow small streaks of rain

As they race for the bottom of the window.

The reflection of her endless brown eyes

Stays constant above her breath on the glass.



She doesn’t know the reasons why he left

She only knows the pain left in his absence.

Every night she prays to a God she hopes is listening

To bring him home back where he belongs.



Every morning she misses his hugs, laughter and smile.

At the bus stop she always turns to see no one there.

In class she can’t help but write his name over and over.

Sometimes she even hates him for leaving her alone.



After a long ride home she sees the fathers waiting there,

Then studies her friends faces as they light up with smiles.

Her eyes fade into silence as she begins her walk home.

She wants to cry but knows she has to be strong.



As she walks in the door the phone begins to ring.

On the other end she hears "Hi honey, it’s daddy!"

As the tears well in her eyes she replies "Hi daddy,

I Love you! When are you coming home?"



In a shaken voice he replies "I love you too honey,

I’ll be home soon. Just take care of mommy for me ok?"

"I will daddy" she said and handed her mom the phone.

She ran for her room and began to cry…



For she knows, just how long "soon" can be.
The Performance






My ticket was the warm cup of coffee in my hands.

As I entered the theater the screen door slammed

My red carpet was the old faded rug by the door

I sat in the balcony to enjoy the view from my porch



With great anticipation I waited for the show to begin

As my cheeks were gently tickled by the morning wind

The orchestra of songbirds began to gently play

As the curtain of darkness was lifted by the light of day



Bright and amazing colors of the sunrise began the light display

As a soft golden hue slowly overtook the lazy morning gray

The character of the fog silently receded from the stage

Unveiling a lake of glass still sleeping beneath the haze



The pure and simple beauty as well as the peace of this place

Presented a performance which could never be replaced

From the edge of my seat on the old porch swing

I sat in awe and wondered what the next act would bring



A beautiful pair of swans began their loving dance of grace

I could just sense the loyalty in their hearts and on their face

Pleading for an encore I hoped this show would never end

Yet I know for this performance I’ll return again and again.



With a great sigh of contentment I rose from my seat

Comforted by the knowledge this show would repeat

As I turned to witness the curtain of darkness fall

I knew I had seen the greatest performance of all
The Painter






His soul flows onto the canvas with the grace of an angel

Brilliant colors emerge portraying every emotion in his heart

His brush and inner thoughts dance in perfect cadence

Creating the perfect window into the essence of him



He is an artist forever willing to bare himself to all

Though he may not control the world he lives in

The oils on his palette allow him to become the creator

In jubilation, his spirit dances with precious freedom



Brilliant shades of blue, purple and red

Give birth to the essence of life itself

While yellows, browns and greens

Provide the foundation of mother earth



He smiles with the rare serenity his creation gives him.

For even he discovers more about the artist as he gazes.

With contentment he signs the reflection of this stage in life.

Claude Monet
The Old Man






I’ve been alone for many years

I wonder if I can even shed a tear

So long ago I ceased to care

To protect a heart withered and bare



The sun still shines

Yet it’s warmth I no longer feel

I hide behind time

In fantasy it has the power to heal



I see children laugh at this playground

Why is it for me there is no sound

I see her loving eyes and beautiful face

I wake and realize her I can not embrace



What an evil game

To curse me with memories again

To wake a beast that should have slept

Time has stolen promises kept



She walks with him

Failing to rejoice I hate him for that

My heart and soul have died

All my tears have been cried.



So here I sit

On this cold bench alone

I wish this nightmare would end

Every time I walk home
The Needle Chill




Warm death ran through her cold veins

Reality was a world she couldn’t sustain

Lips once garnished by the salt of tears

Drain their red and don their azure

Slumped in a corner against the wall

She escaped too far, as did her call
The Man In The Glass






I wonder if I’ll ever like the man in the glass.

Will I ever know him like others believe they do?

Who is he, this man with such sad eyes?

Will he ever find the peace he searches for?



I’ve watched him grow, yet never knew him well.

He wears so many faces, yet hides his soul from all.

I have witnessed the tears he has tried so hard to hide.

He hates me, for how well I know the pain he suffers.



To those outside the glass, he appears free from his past.

Ah but what a grand illusionist he has become.

Will he ever be able to move forward again

Or will his sorrow forever bury his spirit?



He cringes at opening his heart again,

Afraid none other will ever know,

the man in the glass

like she did
The Hermit






I had to come here, to this place where time stands still.

As the sun rises, life is given to this old hill.

The colors of fall unveil a beauty no brush can paint.

Here even a child like me feels like a saint.



I came here confused and alone

A doubting man without a home

Time had taken its’ toll on me

Yet here I am able to set my soul free



To those who have never witnessed this place

I am just an old man with a withered face.

Yet it is they who age alone in life

I am the child basking in the light.



I am not judged by what I have done or own

The emptiness of pain I no longer know

I am not struggling for that gift of peace

God has granted that wish for me.



So do not look upon me with pity or shame.

What right do you have when you’re a moth to a flame?

I am at one with my soul and he

There is no place on earth I would rather be
The Hands of Time






People say time heals all wounds

I don't think so

Some wounds run far too deep

to simply fade away



Having to carry on in life

Isn't a cure

It' s a matter of survival

that sometimes fails



When someone becomes

part of your heart

The waves of time

can't remove them



Even the slightest reminder

innocently placed

can melt years of armor

then bring us to tears



Love is a word

widely used

Yet in its purest form

is the rarest of all



Love, withstands time

it's the body that fails us

just like time

love is infinite.
The Ghost Of White Mountain






She walks the same road and lives the same night.

Unable to let go she turns her back on the light.

She was meant to live and experience the joys of life.

How can she forgive when her soul still feels the knife.

From his haunting laughter she tries to run,

But every night hereafter the damage is done.



From the light, outstretched arms try to relieve her pain.

Past them she runs through blackened trees and the rain.

Why weren’t they there, when she needed them the most?

Now she’s simply known as “White Mountains’ Ghost”.

She once had a future, a life and a name,

All senselessly taken by the devils’ game.



In a bar down the road, a demon slowly drinks his poison,

Trying to drown out her screams, from which he can’t run.

Endlessly haunted by the look of sheer terror on her face,

He begs his conscience for mercy and that night be erased.

The devil simply laughs at his pawns’ insanity,

Knowing he has his soul to torment for eternity.



Down the mountain he drives as an eerie fog rolls in.

His vision impaired as the effects of his poison begin.

Out from the mist “White Mountains ghost” appears,

As the sounds of her laughter are the last he hears.

His sentence begins as he enters the arms of the beast.

Finally freed, she enters the light and basks in her peace.
The End of the Road




Sometimes I wonder why I am even here

Every step I take, every road leads to fear.

I try so hard to be the best person I can

In doing so, some people claim I’m not a man.



Who is to say what is wrong or right?

When in this darkness there is no light.

My heart has become a hardened stone.

To live again, I must now walk alone.



Having virtue, morals and self esteem

leads to the sacrifice of my life and dreams.

Tired of searching for guidance or hand to hold

Simply finding none, I question my soul.



The road of life used to be so bright

Full of promise, warmth and light.

Now the promise is painfully gone

I no longer want to travel this road I’m on.
The End of My Masquerade Ball




I used to think love was like a rose

You had to nurture it in order to see its true beauty

Now I have found true love is that of a sunrise

Its beauty comes so natural and is simply breathtaking



Thousands of lost souls

Show up to life’s masquerade ball

Parading their plastic faces

While hiding their souls from all



You taught me to lower my mask

As you cradled my soul within your arms.

Then you covered me in a blanket of warmth

Flowing from your heart



For such a freedom

I have never felt

To finally shed

A disguise so dearly held



When I look into your eyes

I witness an angels smile

From my heart a river flows

A love so true and wild



I feel like a child

Rediscovering life

Pulled from the darkness

Now able to bask in the light

The Cost of Freedom

The Cost of Freedom




An innocent child kneels beside her bed

In the glow of moonlight a prayer is said

As a single alligator tear falls from her eyes

Out the window she stares into the night sky



“Please dear Lord bring my daddy home

You sent him away and now we’re alone

Mommy said he’s there so we can be free

But we need him here, my mommy and me



I hear her crying when she thinks I’m asleep

We miss him so much, my mommy and me

Please Lord make those bad men go away

So my daddy can come home and finally stay”



A few doors down her mother lays in her bed

With an empty pillow beside her silent tears are shed

She prays for the return of her husband and mate

There is no comfort for her in relying on fate



On the other side of the world a man fights for freedom and his life

Amidst a hail of gunfire and chaos all he sees is his daughter and wife



Suddenly the gunfight is over and he will live to fight another day

For the day when every man, woman and child lives in peace he prays

The Book Of Life

The Book Of Life




There's a dusty old book on the mantle,

It’s cover all tattered and torn.

The withered pages within, dance with the soul of life.



Though they appear to be yellowed and brittle

each one tells of a precious memory

as fresh as yesterday itself.



Memories of days gone by

of loved ones long laid to rest.

Each chapter is completely different

then the one before

yet they write the same book.



From these old eyes

silent tears fall

some of joy

some of sorrow

and some of regret.



The pages can't be rewritten

but inner peace comes in the magic

of knowing what you have read.

Thank You

Thank You




Sometimes, when walking in the rain

or stopping to look at a sunset

I'll think of you

and just smile



I'll remember how life

used to dance in your eyes

and wonder

if it still does



You taught me so many things in life

just by being yourself

like how to laugh

and how to live



Do you remember when

we looked to the trees

and watched the wind

tickle the leaves



You told me

the simplest things in life

carry the most magic.

You were right



Now as I wonder where you are

I'll pray you're safe

and thank you

from the bottom of my heart



Brian K Walters

Teardrops and Angels

Teardrops And Angels




Her mama lives in heaven.

She's in a better place.

Teardrops and angels,

is all that she knows.



She holds a piece of ribbon,

a tattered piece of lace,

a pattern and a couple

of lavender bows.



Her first grade graduation.

She only sees a space.

Her ears begin to tingle,

as the wind blows.



“No dress for graduation,

Is simply a disgrace.”

Her teacher rambled.

“Your mother should know”



(She said )

“My mama lives in heaven”,

as tears rolled down her face.

“She’s with me as an angel,

We talk when the wind blows”.



She said “Mama, You’re forgiven,

for leaving me this way.”

She could hear the wind chimes jangle,

Then her smile began to glow.



Her mama lives in heaven.

She's in a better place.

Teardrops and angels,

is all that she knows.

Take The Time

Take The Time




For so many years, growing up was painful for me.

I always felt alone.

My father never had time for me, even if he did

We never talked.



To me, he was simply the enforcer who never let up.

How could I talk to him?

He never understood what I was going through

He never tried.



To him, I was merely a child who didn’t understand

The pressures he had.

All I cared about was girls and football.

How could he talk to me?



On a daily basis we only saw each other in passing.

The words I love you didn’t exist.

We were never together, I had my friends he had work.

We never had time.



Suddenly something magical happened,

Neither of us could avoid.

He needed help on a project and I was the only one there.

What choice did we have?



We were forced to actually communicate.

Then we discovered something,

We weren’t the people we thought each other to be.

We could actually laugh together.



Somehow, we didn’t seem so different anymore.

Finally, we were father and son.

From that day on both of our lives had changed,

The gap between us was gone.



Now my father has passed on.

I will always be grateful for the time we spent.

Getting to know each other,

While learning the value of “family”.

Starlight

Starlight







An army of stars shining through the night


Like old soldiers of wisdom adorned by their light


Forever standing guard and willing to tell their tales


Guiding souls to their destinations however they hail






There is a lot to be said for the magic they hold


So many discoveries for the young and the old


In days gone by they have led kings to Christ


Now in the night sky scholars seek out new life






They have a place of their own in children’s nursery rhymes


They have led the lost back home since the beginning of time


We form them into pictures of what we think we see


Be it archers or dippers the entertainment is free






Oh how I love to see them sparkle, twinkle and shine


As they grant me the miracle of a wish time after time


It doesn’t really matter exactly what they are


I’m forever grateful for the gift of the stars

Monday

Spot







I once had a dog,


Whose name was spot.


Since he was all white,


Why I forgot!






We used to laugh and run,


In the sun all day.


Oh the fun,


We had when we played.






I didn’t ever mind


Or even get bothered


The countless times


On the baseball he slobbered.






When he chewed up my shoes,


He knew he was in trouble.


But when he dug up moms roses,


It was definitely doubled!






He would follow me to school,


Then turn back for home.


My friends thought he was cool,


I was never alone.






I’ll never forget,


My faithful friend.


Not only a pet,


With me til the end.

Right Here Beside You

Right Here Beside You







Staring at the shadows in the distance I see painfully familiar faces


From behind the cold gray stones the morning fog reveals their embraces


A blanket of roses begin their descent as her eyes give birth to a parade of tears


I long to touch her face and whisper my name, just once to calm her fears






Though I may not, my love for her will always remain


I wish I could embrace her warmth and remove her pain


For such a woman, a gift from God to my life


I will always be so grateful to have had for my wife






I am so sorry my love for leaving you here in this world alone


To return to five rooms full of memories in what was once our home


I hear your weeping sobs at night as you cry out my name


This empty house contains my soul yet I know it’s not the same






I’m here beside you wishing I could hold your hand


As you lie alone and stare at our picture on the nightstand


I will not leave you to enter the light


Until this pain has lifted and your heart takes flight






Be not afraid my love to continue your journey through life


Do not hide your heart, for I will be here when you enter the light


Until you are safe and find your beautiful smile once again


By your side I’ll stay and guard you until your new life begins
My Vow To You











There is nothing more magical than walking hand in hand among the trees.


While silently bathing in the soft cradle of moonlight, I have never felt so at ease.


Free to be the one I am with you, I shed my mask and relish the freedom upon my face.


Like a child from within hiding, I offer unto your loving arms my heart to embrace.






With you I can love, trust and release these fears that have shackled my heart and soul.


I silently stare into the depths of your eyes and know you understand the words untold.


Your smile captures me simply by the way it surpasses the beauty of any sunset.


I could spend a thousand lives with you and when they end, never a day know regret.






I know by the grace of heavens angels, together we are forever meant.


Every day I thank the Lord for this gift of love to us he sent.


As I cherish every step with you during this incredible journey,


I will love and honor you each and every day throughout eternity.

Mother

Mother







Quietly I witness you lying in this awful bed.


An endless wave of emotions run through my head.


If you opened your eyes I know exactly what you would say.


You would smile the same way as you have every day.






“I have seen beautiful sunsets and smelled many a rose


Witnessed my children laugh as I tickled their toes


I know what it is like to dance in the rain


The gift of life I have far outweighs the pain






I have felt the love of my family until the end


I have learned to treasure my dearest friends


Everyone has their own time to die


So please for me there is no need to cry






Be not afraid for me as I enter the light


For I am not and I know he is by my side


Don’t cry for me my precious son


Help me celebrate for my new life has just begun”






So this may be our time to say goodbye


For you there is only joy in these tears I cry


I love you mother for everything you have done


I feel so honored just to be your son

Sunday

A NEW JOURNEY

A NEW JOURNEY




As hard as this may be

my time is my destiny.

Though you may not understand

my purpose is clear.



My job with you

was to show you love.

From the moment of my birth

until my last day.



To cherish your laughter

and the joys of life.

I have done that

as you have done for me.



Please don't cry for me

for now I am with him.

Without pain or strife

I begin my new journey.



Here I can still see you

and here your voices.

I still smile when you do.

I still feel your love.



I am with those

who have crossed before me.

Yet I am still with you



By Brian K. Walters

Dedicated to Ryan Tucker

January 24, 1987 to October 27, 2009